A couple of days ago
a friend of mine who graduated from high school last Thursday asked me a
question. I am not going to name this person because I am not sure how much
they want every one to know who they are. It took me a few days to formulate a
coherent response and as I was writing it down yesterday I thought that it was
something that multiple people could benefit from. The question actually has multiple parts so I
will answer it in multiple sections. To the person that asked me this question
I hope that this is the response that you were looking for. The question was
and is
“What am I doing
wrong? Why is it that all of these people who do drugs and get drunk every
weekend have good jobs right out of high school and even while they are still
in high school? Why do I not have everything that you have? You are one of the
most successful people I know that graduated last year and I want to be as
happy and as thriving that you are. I want to move out of state but my parents
wont pay for it. I have always tried to get good grades and do the best I can
but the best just seems to not be good enough. Why is life so easy for some
people but so hard for others?”
Let me start by saying that I am in no way qualified to
answer this question and anything I say is my own opinion and not fact. If your
opinion differs from mine then that is fine and you are entitled to that
opinion. With that out of the way I would like to address the last part of this
loaded paragraph of questions. Specifically the part that says “You are one of the most successful people
I know that graduated last year and I want to be as happy and as thriving that
you are. I want to move out of state but my parents wont pay for it. I have
always tried to get good grades and do the best I can but the best just seems
to not be good enough. Why is life so easy for some people but so hard for
others?” Now, this may not be the way that it was meant and if it is not
please forgive me for my poor judgment. Please understand that my life is no
way easy. I struggle every day. Yes, life is easy for some people. Those are
the lucky people, but remember that those people too, have things that they are
struggling with and neither you nor I know what those things are. I appreciate
the compliment so thank you for that but I would have you know that you will
probably not like the next thing I am going to say. It is not your parents
responsibility to pay for your life. Your parents gave you a life until you
gradutated high school. They gave you a place to live, they put clothes on your
back, they put food in your mouth, and the put all of those fancy un necessary
things that you have in your hands. That car you drive, that phone you use to
text people how much your parents “just don’t understand you”, and all of the
countless other things that you have, your parents gave you that. You did not
earn those things. They gave you the first few because that is what parents are
supposed to do. When your mother and father decided to have a family they knew
that they were going to have to give you a place to sleep and food to eat and
clothes to wear, however, what they were painfully unaware of if how entitled
you would turn out to be. I promise that I am not aiming this at one specific
person, so please do not take it that way. I too, was entitled. If I didn’t get
everything I wanted I would throw a fit and pout until I got it. I did not grow
up wealthy, in fact I grew up rather poor, but you should know that I never
went without everything that I ever asked for. A car when I turned 16, a new
phone every 2 years from the time I was
in 5th grade, money for gas, food, and whatever else my blind and
greedy little eyes thought that I needed. Now, back to what I was saying
before, YOUR PARENTS ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE
TO PAY FOR YOUR LIFE AFTER YOU MOVE OUT. If you want to move out of state
then do it. It was honestly the best decision I ever made, but please, please,
please do not count on your folks to pay your rent and buy you everything.
Never in your life should you say, “I want to do blank but my parents won’t pay
for it.” Okay, so? Get a job. A real job. It is not going to be easy and at
times, yes, you will need help and that is okay. Nobody expects you to be
perfect and to be able to do it all on your own right off the bat, but what they
do expect is that you try to do it on your own. There have been plenty of times
since I moved out that I have had to ask for help financially and I am not
embarrassed of that because I have done my best. I make my rent, my car
payment, my car insurance, I buy my groceries, my gas, and everything else that
I have. My grandparents still pay my phone bill and that is something that I am
very grateful for.
Yes, I am happy. I am the happiest I have ever been, and
yes, I am thriving, but that did not come without work. Happiness takes work.
Do you really think that I would be happy if I was living under the bridge on
university ave and eating food out of the dumpsters behind Wal-Mart? Well let
me answer that for you, no, I wouldn’t be. Happiness takes hard work. Getting
good grades through high school is awesome. I am proud of you. I really am,
because the Lord knows that I could have done so much better in high school,
but let me tell you something. Having good grades does not mean that you have
common sense. It is hard for some people to swallow, but grades are not all
that matter in life. Like you said, life is hard for most people. Most people
are not born with a silver spoon in their mouth. Most people do not get to
inherit their daddies law firm and billion dollars. Most peoples do not have a
career just handed to them. Most people have to work their butts off to get it.
Sure, there are those people who have that aspect of life easy, but just
remember that they too have something they struggle with.
Now, for the first part of this question.
What am I doing
wrong? Why is it that all of these people who do drugs and get drunk every
weekend have good jobs right out of high school and even while they are still
in high school? Why do I not have everything that you have? You are not
doing anything wrong. You graduated high school literally a week ago. You do
not need to have your whole life figured out. Go out, have fun, party, do all
the things that you wont ever be able to do again after you become an adult.
You are smart, you are going to go places in life, if you put forth the effort
necessary.
As for the drug users having decent paying jobs while they
are still in high school, I don’t have an answer for that. People do what they
want to, they always will and sometimes life is not fair. I promise you that it
will catch up to them eventually though, and when it does it is going to bite
them right in the but. I have talked to many people who were just like them
when they were younger and while it took
a while it did finally catch up to them.
Next, you may want everything that I have that you can see,
but I promise you with everything in my soul that you do not want the struggles
that I have had to deal with my whole life. I hide a lot. I don’t really show
emotion. I have never been really good at expressing my feelings and that is
something that I am working on, but I promise you that there is way more there
than meets the eye, but with that being said you should know that I am happy.
Also, I worked hard for what I have. The main thing that comes to mind is my
car. I love her. Her name is Chloe, and she is my prized possession. It drives
me crazy when people accuse me of having gotten her from my parents. I work so
that I can pay my car payment and insurance and have gas. If you want to have
things, you need to work for them. My life isn’t easy and neither is yours. We
did not grow up and a privileged area. The life we lived while growing up is
something that when you tell people about it they will look at you like you are
crazy and think that Texas is the scariest place on earth. Most people that you
will meet will think that we lived a rough life. A life that is scary and
dangerous, when in reality we lived in a relatively safe area. It may have been
dangerous at times and by that I mean at night on the wrong side of town, but
we survived. You survived. Now what you need to do, is stop wishing on stars
and start working. Work hard for what you want and I promise that you will get
it. I also promise that it will be hard, it will be a struggle and you will
want to quite and give up, but I guarantee that it will be worth it.
You are strong and you can do it, and I will always be here for you.
I hope that this answers your question.